I can feel my order it's splicing through my heart dumping need and sending sickness to the gut yeah now I feel I'm lovable to the point where breathing is impossible paranoia is slowly working up your spine won't be long before its ruining my night it still isn't right I think down the shrug before I recognize it it's burning from the start it's tearing me apart it's blocking all the detours pushing alcohol to heart sending metal to the brain yeah yeah yeah yeah minute to minute, hour to hour I'm not the same I wanna break ever since I could remember that's the way I've been now I'm giving it up to the night and the moment the friends that I have and the ringing in my ears never make me nervous I sigh in comfort in the darkness there's something in the light that it questions in those in my life maybe I'll never figure it out but then again that's the only reason I I'm burning from the start I'm tearing it apart I'm blocking all the detours 1 2 3 4 I wanna break ever since I could remember that's the way I've been now I'm giving it up to the night and the moment the friends that I have and the ringing in my ears never make me nervous the miles on my feet through the pain