In my dreams I'm slowly ascending the stairway that leads to strength though I know that my soul is descending down the path that is dark and filled with sorrow it is the road many young men have travelled and surely I will follow I'm building the strength inside so that my soul soon like the Phoenix will rise from the ashes of my true self which burned in the flames of my own private hell hell that was given form by the sick god that lives inside me he said let there be darkness and sure as hell the darkness would be All my dreams have gone to waste like a stone thrown into a lake I just want to greet the morning sun but my endless night has just begun Staring through a wall of glass from a cold and empty room every night I have a dream where I see myself with you breaking through to the other side to the raise of first born light from behind the glass where I'm trapped inside Within my darkest hour I created my realm of shadows and fear which I ruled alone like a failed king whose end is near but now since the smoke has cleared the dust that shoved me has settled down I will leave my empire of despair cast aside my painful crown Soon the walls must start to break my true self will become awake Soon I hope to greet the morning sun I'm so misraised to carry on All my dreams have gone to waste like a stone thrown into a lake I just wanna greet the morning sun but my endless night has just begun Soon the walls must start to break my true self will become awake Soon I hope to greet the morning sun I'm so misraised to carry on